“Conversion Therapy Dropout: A Queer Story of Faith and Belonging”
by Timothy Schraeder Rodriguez
Broadleaf Books, 2026, 248 pages

At A Glance: “Conversion Therapy Dropout” is a deeply personal account of surviving conversion therapy, confronting evangelical exclusion, and rebuilding faith through authenticity and belonging.

Overview: “Conversion Therapy Dropout: A Queer Story of Faith and Belonging” follows one gay Christian man’s journey through evangelical megachurch culture, years of conversion therapy, and the difficult process of reclaiming both faith and selfhood after spiritual harm. The book offers an unflinching look at the emotional and theological damage caused by non affirming Christianity while refusing the idea that queer people must abandon faith in order to survive.

Written by Timothy Schraeder Rodriguez, the memoir draws from his years working behind the scenes for influential evangelical churches including Hillsong, Elevation, and Willow Creek. While helping shape messages of belonging for millions, he was simultaneously being taught that his own sexuality was something broken that needed to be changed. His reflections expose the culture of silence, fear, and hypocrisy that continues to shape many conservative Christian spaces, particularly around queer identity and conversion therapy.

“Conversion Therapy Dropout” is especially meaningful for readers trying to rebuild life and spirituality after religious trauma. Rather than centering shame or theological debate, the book focuses on honesty, healing, community, and the long process of learning to live openly after years spent hiding.

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